Thursday, November 1, 2012

Confessions of a Broken Heart



J Rice rendition of the song entitled: '" Afraid of Love'". Enjoy!


You go through the motions of those daily humdrums moments
In your life pretending, living a half-life, in denial of how it is 
You start pedaling your little white lies, your half-truths 
To all those who really don't know you as I do, 
Trying desperately to believe that things are really okay
You drink your coffee sip by sip while remaining overly vigilant and 
Deathly afraid of letting go, allowing love to spill over into your heart filling up your soul 
Afraid of giving up control, allowing for love to flow freely, openly 
Enabling you to break away of the chains of doubt, no longer a prisoner of fear 
You are afraid of placing your trust in someone else's hands 
Afraid that it will shatter into a million and one pieces and fracture your wounded heart 
You reside on placing your hopes and your dreams on the highest shelf, 
Afraid of losing yourself, allowing yourself to fade into the night 
Drifting away trickling down the stream eventually disappearing into the murky abyss of life 
You hide those secrets behind your alluring smile, playful laugh and your mystical eyes 
You are blinded by the glare of doubt reflecting off the mirrors as you travel
Along narrow corridor, scared and terrified of what lurks ahead. 
Never daring to venture off the beaten path for fear of what is left unsaid 
Daring not dream of a blissful happy ending yet to be told or that may never unfold, 
Shrouded in fear, imprisoned by fear towering over you enclosing your heart 
No one dares crossover; no one dares to break down the fortress 
The enclosure that surrounds and guards your muted soul 
You run away, you take refuge keeping those who mean ill will at bay, 
Keeping those who bear false charms from inflicting harm, afraid of love 
Keeping love close enough to see, yet far enough to not to feel 
Afraid of love, blinded by doubt, imprisoned by fear. 



-Lost n Vicious Reality


You can doubt, you can fear, but have faith that I will always be here for you. You are never really alone, I understand and even if you don't.  We were close once and for me there is nothing that will ever change. I am and always will be here for you. -JustLost

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