Time Does Not Stand.....

Time indeed heals most wounds,

But why now do you want to speak those words to me?

"I loved you then and I love you still!" He says in a somber voice.

What is it is you want me to say? What is it you want me to do?

There was a point in time that I would have loved you unconditionally forever.

There was a place in my heart that lay empty for a very long while when you walked away.

The tears that once flowed freely in morning of the love that I once lost,

Flows no more for this heart of mine bleeds no more.

What was not meant to be, will never be!

I hope that if anyone understands me more, it would be you.

Because what we did share cannot be utter with mere words.

My heart that once belonged to you, has always loved you and will always love you.

Just not in the way that souls are bound together by an ultimate love for eternity.

God blessed our union with a gift of life, a gift that shines in the eyes of our son.

Please understand that these words I speak today are not in efforts to hurt you.

I hope in time you will understand and accept that time cannot stand still not even for love.

Life goes on, people move on, I have moved on.

Lost in Pink Bliss.....

If these intricately sublime moment of sheer bliss that consumes me whole is but a mere daydream,

I wish never to awake for if I could only linger in this very moment for eternity,

I would surrender my mind, body and soul to a lifetime of enslavement with you as my capture.

You seduce me with your words like a skilled master uses his tools to vividly paint images

These images they playfully dance about around in my placid mind.

As I close my eyes, I can almost hear the sound of your voice

Echoing so profoundly almost drowning out the chaotic world around me

I want to lose myself in loving you......

-Lost

Blind Even though Now I Can See

Love as I have come to know it, has a tendency to be blind
So simple, so sweet, and so simply divine.
Love is the cure to what ails a broken heart and mends bridges that once divide,
Drives usually level headed individual to sheer acts of madness.
Inspires the visionless to achieve ambition beyond their wildest dreams
Warms the coldest of hearts and draws together the most distant of souls.
Brings joy and laughter to a lifeless stale marriage,
What secrets of the universe does love hold for you?
Close your eyes open your heart, embrace life and love will surely follow.

Say No More......

Breathless in anticipation, in rapture of the very contemplation of what
Sinfully wicked deceit lies behind those mystifying eyes.
So captivating is the bitter sweet reverberation passing through your luscious lips.
My susceptible heart desires to believe again, 

But my conscious cannot turn a blind eye.
Empty gaze, darken soul...broken promises, meaningless words...
Once loyal and true has turned tainted and undeserving
As I bid you farewell, I will say no more as I walk out the door......

My Dirty Little Secret

There is something I keep locked faraway

I dare not utter the truth aloud,

For fear of what you would say.

Would you look at me in the same adoring way?

Would your feelings for me hold true?

Oh, if you only knew, my dirty little secret.

Would you turn and run away,

Or would you choose to stay?

I have kept this secret so long,

What more can I say?

Something I keep locked faraway,

I wish I could wash away.

There is something I keep locked away,

For now my dirty little secret is here to stay!

We are all a sum of our past experiences and some of them darker than others. What some considered damaged goods is in my opinion refurbished goods. Many a civilizations has been rebuilt from the ground up after total destruction and the near demise of once a great empire. If this is possible, then anything is possible. Never judge a book by simply glancing at just the cover. You must take the time to discover the many hidden chapters that lay beneath the fancy hard cover to find the heart and soul of the book!

Death by Coconut!!!!!!!!

Have you ever had a feeling deep down in your core that this day could very well be your last?

Sometimes I wonder if I had lived my life the way that I should have. Are there things that I would have done differently? Sure there are many instances that I could redo. Things I should have said… people I shouldn’t have lost touch with…wrong I wish I could make right.

Why you are asking yourself would I be thinking in such a critical manner? Well, the thing is I had a weird mishap with a falling coconut this afternoon. What’s the big deal, you may be asking?

If you had heard the thunderous thump that it made as it plummeted to the pavement along the walkway, you wouldn’t need to question my motives for writing this little excerpt today.
 
I have been reminded to watch out for the pair of soaring coconut trees as I stroll the winding walkways across the property. But, like many before me, I didn’t heed the warnings.
  

It was a particularly beautiful day today. The air was brisk and I could smell the coming on of rain. As I walked along my merry way, I could hear the birds chirping and the sounds of the rustling branches. The sounds coming from above were a bit hypnotic.

Things were normal the first couple of turns around the pathway, but it was the third time around that I could hear the sounds of the gardener, frantically waving his arms and screaming what sounded like get out, move. Then this 

ghastly feeling came over me as if something wasn’t right. I turn in the direction of this terrifying sound. I could almost feel my heart wanting to jump right out of my chest.

Like missiles falling out of the sky, the coconuts came down one by one, making this unmistakably terrifying thud as they each hit the pavement. Barely missing me by what seemed like inches.

Can you imagine the headline, death by coconut? Up until that point, I hadn’t considered dying…much less the idea of a couple of gigantic coconuts as the weapon of my demise.

So, the moral to this ironically funny tale is, ‘”Don’t walk underneath coconut trees, or if you have to walk quickly! Folks remember to kiss your loved ones everyday and remember to don’t go a day without telling how much they mean to you, because if tomorrow never comes, it will be too late.

 

The Promise

You touched my heart, you touched my soul. 

  I was once adrift, but now once again I am whole. 
  You penetrate the once formidable walls that encased my heart. 
  I love you to the moon and back as distant as the eye can perceive. 
  Reminiscence of you are etched within my soul, never shall it fade. 

I will love you always and forever, I will love you into the next life. 

Though continents apart, you have captured my heart. 

There is no denying, that I am yours heart and soul. 

As sure as I am standing before you this very day,

     A promise through and through this is a promise I make to you, 

To always be honest and true to you....

-Lost

A Wish

The dusk whisks across the misty fields as the day turns to night.

  As you lay your head down to rest your somnolent soul,

I wish you the most peaceful night sleep.

May the heavenly angels from high up above shield you from harm and
 watch over you as you linger in sweet slumber. 
Though the distance may seem overwhelming at times, take comfort, 
My love that you are never far from my side, and always in my heart. 
Thoughts of you linger in my mind as I lay down to sleep each night. 
There is no denying that my love for you is like no other.

For with each passing day as our love grows,

I find myself needing you more and more! 
Dream, my love of the most magnificent and beautiful dreams,

dreams of the life that we will build together.

For this sublime vision is what motivates me, my sweet!

 The promise that one day, we will share a life,

and build a family together! 
In my heart of hearts I crave nothing if not to

hold your hand as we walk through life together side by side! 
_________________

Walls

Walls surround us all like an invisible force field shielding our tired souls….

Some are temporary, while others are more permanent.

Though most are inconspicuous and cannot be seen by the naked eye,

There are some that hover over us like a tower.

They protect us from despair, mischief, and they keep us safe.

Walls ward off those who mean harm and

bare ill will behind those false charms.

For they have darken hearts, and vengeance itched souls.

Encapsulation, incubation, life support for the damaged soul.

Waiting to be reborn, fighting to live and breathe again…

These walls that surround the heart surround all around,

keeping someone within arm’s reach.

Close enough to touch and distant enough not to feel!

The Kiss

There she stood before him like an angel 

Who fell from the heavens above. 
His beautiful smile brought tears to her eyes. 
For the likes of mere mortals, 
Never has her eyes behold such a beautiful sight. 
As she gazed into his luminous mysterious eyes, 
He leaned over, took hold of her into his arms. 
With each embraced, she felt the most extraordinarily 
Intense warmth encapsulating her subdued soul 
Like a coverlet on a brisk winter night. 
As their bodies merged, 
she felt the irresistible desire to press her lips against his. 
Ever so gently with her moist lips, 
she ravaged him as if she were gratifying an insatiable thirst. 
The feelings of overpowering lustful longing soon 
transformed into feelings of serene and utter bliss. 
As if the time stood still, she whispered to him in a soothing voice, 
The most delightful words if ever he heard. 
'"I know in my heart of hearts, I would have loved you even if we never met....'"

Just Because....

Of all smiles you received today,

There was a smile you didn't see.

A smile not from the lips,

But straight from the heart

A smile that came from me.

Close you eyes, Open your heart and see

A gift you as special as can be.

Serenity, find solace within......

With all the chaos that sometimes consumes our lives,

We must sometimes retreat to reclaim the inner peace that we desire.

For eternal bliss for which our bodies crave,

Cannot simply be attained through mere pleasures of the flesh

Only through celebrating and embracing the inner you,

Will you find the answers for which you seek

Serenity, find solace within…